brain vomit so much shit going on in my head today that it's insane from having to get work stuff organized and get my spike finished in time for its revelation to the internal team members so we can get feedback and make sure it's properly prepared for producing an accurate estimate for the client to trying to get through unit testing material and learn how to make sophisticated, accurate tests which actually verify the real functionality of a given piece of technology to getting the refactor done on KY GUI where we can finally have generic tasks so we can start scheduling work with other applications to trying to get some written mtaerial in order and my ability to speak succintly and fluidly about a subject to the point where I'm not just reiterating garbage or repeating myself or just saying mundane, frivolous content fillers which don't actually depict my thoughts or feelings about a given subject to getting in shape and making sure I'm the strongest version of myself, physically and mentally and part of that is maintaining the daily discipline of expressing strong and harmonious movement to ensure I've practiced the right material, at the right times, in the right order, in preparation for the right musical creation/composition and making sure that it all feeds into one another in a cyclic manner so I can keep its momentum going, inspite of any of the detailed considerations which must be made for the human body to making sure I get enough outdoor activity so I can feel part of the environment, be exposed, receive calibrative influence from microorganisms in the surroundings feel as though I am taking part in society, and reminding myself that htere is freedom to some degree, and that I can execute my decision to enjoy it to making sure tha tI'm keeping up with hardware study, working on my bot project, learning more electronics to thinking about politics and reviewing the state of affairs both locally and internationally looking at the direction we are headed in as a society, and as a global sphere.. a sphere of influence and reflection talking about the issues upon which people project their own values, and in assigning themselves to a group, the necessarily bias the side they must choose in a given issue, wherein their values are projected, thus causing them to refine their values at each time of expressing and participating in the divide over an issue due to party lines making sure that we have the right information and structured analysis in order to retain a potential for reason and progress in discourse over these matters, with ssome triggered motherfuckers to trying to nourish oneself with the most effective components with which to perform at the best capacity for all of the aforementioned activities and then is there still time to mingle and interact with other humans? is it worthwhile most of the time? when is it most worthwhile? and what makes it worthwhile? exit