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it's always good to have a chat I am talking and you are replying I don't have many problems none, bitch why you are a bitch? you know it it's the only thing that I do Why thank you Thanks this is always an interesting exercise, but we need to start utilizing some sort of neurolinguistic programming neurolinguistic programming it's nice to say really complicated words which might impress people I used to try and do that consistently as a child, now I wonder if I was only fooling myself, but a big part of it was probably the fact that I would spend so much time typing to older women on the internet I was looking for some sort of free flowing communication with someone i never seemed to be able to get to that point with most people in real life but online, it was really easy to flirt with women and get htem to open up, be emotional and even become aroused and this was a bit of a skill, it was probably because I tried to employ a lot of authenticity, because that has simply been my nature and os my ability to assimilate that into somewhat complex interactions with a variety of women, repeatedly, prepared me to be able to communicate with society I wasn't really getting tha from my interactions with other men, which was often very juvenile, at least as far as the communication was concerned, and didn't really challenge my ability to express myself intellectually the women, however, wnated to be impressed, and when the only tool oyou have at your disposal is your word, you optimize your performance that, and that seemed to work very well it was probably partly because I would offer the authenticity in a very general way,and this would make it such that the woman would be wanting to listen t ome and give me her attention It wasn't necessarily arousal or sexuality, although those are always factors in human interactions, but simply the fact that there was some prospect of meaningful interactin this gave me an opportunity to express myself about a wide range of subjects that were of particular importance to me I would specifically try to make everything accessible to them, as a lay person, or by interfacing the information through something with whcih they are more familiar such as a different musical instrument, hobby, social ritual, and so forth over years, this developed continuously, to hte point where it was really easy to take it for granted, and it was no longer authentic I would say that it might have been still authentic, but that there was a lot of cynicsm and a low degree of tolerance or patience this is probably a useful thing, asi couldn't keep wasting my time there forever, but the habitual conversing with a variety of women did keep my communication skills at a top notch level this is something that you can probably get from writing, but it's a little less field tested nevertheless, tweeting is actually what writing is for most people, nowadays and tweeting is a constant toxic tidal wave of contextually ambiguous unrest I'm not sure if anyone actually feels fulfilled by using Twitter, but it certainly gives you a bit of a zap everytime you check, even with very few followers and frequent iinspections which reveal that no activity has occurred it's always somehow exciting, how bizarre is that? exit