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we have an album to make tracks to record instruments to master and uses to coax out the sounds to get the message communicated what is the message? it's a message of joy and wonder it's the sentiment of exploration and continued forward motion it's the idea of being able to look back on what has past and changed one's understanding of it seeing it in the future, and also realizing that it is not actually repeated, but it is actually not lost and forgotten it is always news and always the same how can this be? how is it that we are able to enjoy a universe where all that is past is not lost, all that is future is not a repetition this is the ultimate paradise of experience and reality able to continually expand the moment for new exploration while being grateful for that which there was is it a gratitude? is there a sort of gratitude which is without the human emotions that we associate with it? what is the manner in which we can conceptualize a gratitude in existence, a gratitude of existence's attitude towards its own existence must existence itself be grateful to have come to be? is that something which can only be expressed in the actions or state of being of a human? or something analogous to a human in the sense that there is the belief of/in, or plausible observation of gratitude or acknowledgment that it is better to exist than to not is that something which is only borne of the perception of humankind? is it something borne of the finite? or of a perception which is finite a perception which has temporal finitude quick hops of joyous, bold and daring expression a trance to really reinforce the expression of one's rhythm coaxing into the progression the movement which must make its full rounds it must go completely around the system of existence we make the rounds a few times and then we come back to the trance we must do the step again we must fall into a pattern of divine reflection but more rounds are to be done off we go and around we go trying to find the right way to travel around, the ultimate path for discovery and adventure the ultimate path for ensuring that experience is understood and taken in we need to try a few more times, it's never qiute what we expect but it's always so inspiring such a satisfaction of delving nito the unknown that it always ends up being something new and that it's always good, even when ti' sbad even when it's the worst, it's the best there's nothing else which can be it and to have at least have it be something to have it be anything at all is better than for there never having been anything and for there to never be anything once or again such a flight over delicate, carefully constructed and navigated footing exit